Here is a fact - I am not happy-go-lucky as I used to be. I make myself happy in a different way now! This is a known fact to me now.

A one-liner that went on my msn:
"And I should learn to take my time, coz impatience ain't going to help me make it!"

Am I changing?
That shouldn't have to be a bad thing.
But I feel quite bad about it.
I don't want to be constantly unsure of myself.
I don't want to constantly leave myself hanging, and feel like there's no ground beneath me for a safe landing.
I am questioning -everything-, even the things I was so sure about before.
That is ridiculous.
I know there has to be a point where I stop.
I don't have to always push myself like this.
I am not ineloquent.
I am not emo.
Why the hell I wonder if I am anyway.
I was not meant to be an angry person.
Because I have much to live for.
I have much to be happy about.
I have much to be sad about even.
And even then, it is fine.
Because I shall allow myself to feel.
I shall allow myself to question.
Without getting to breaking point.
Because some things will never ever change.
Even if most things do.
Even if I should change.
It's okay to be scared.
It's okay to be insecure.
I can feel.
I can question.
I do not have to be in control.
I do not have to nag at myself.
I will allow it to come.
I will let the words come.
I'll let them come out of me.
Instead of holding back.
It's okay to be bored even.
It's okay to be on your own.
It's okay to stand apart from everyone else.
If that's the way it feels sometimes.
It's okay because
I still have some good times left.
Good times are waiting for me.
I can be a million different people
As the song goes.
And the million different people
Will all be me.

Watched 'Across The Universe' for the second time today. On my TV set. I didn't like it as much as I did the first time! It was quite far from that, in fact. It's funny!! Not the laugh-out-loud kind of funny.. *furrows eyebrows*

Lately, I've been great at coming up with one-liners (due to updating my msn status). How's this. I watched 'Across The Universe' for a second time... and was sort of bored stiff. Well, you gotta believe it.

However. The Beatles' songs. The lyrics just get me time and time again. =)

Am I ever going to learn eloquence blogging like this? I sure hope so. No, I don't think so.

Haha time is precious, gotta make haste.

Thought for the Day: Do I want to wonder why people act in a certain way? Of course, I can't be thinking about that for every individual. I am referring to the sociology of human behaviour. Do I want to wonder about that? Yes. Maybe, I do.

Final one-liner for the post. If time were on my side, I would not be such a wreck. Huh? Chew on it.

Radiohead's music is weird. Maybe I'll get it someday. Hah.